You were all for burning me down and consumed by you, the conundrum that you were, I handed you the match.
Come, watch, as i simmer under your gaze.
For us humans,pieces of broken souls, this is a welcome change, i pray those icy words that ever so slightly escape my tongue have been lost in the blaze.
You nod in approval, i let slip a smile. A wave of hesitance washes over me. As the gleam in your eyes tells me that you refuse to mend your all forgiving ways, i know you've spoilt me, you've wrecked for me every single day that i'm going to live, as long as i live; oh you've ruined me for life.
The blood that flows in my veins screams selfish, and i know i could give you a worse deal, as i swing between a hundred different emotions with every passing tick of the clock. It's bad enough, this arrangement you've struck for yourself, settling for a mash of disturbed,unruly, shaky mess that I am.
So true to the same red blood i ask you to linger on some more, of course, only if you don't wish otherwise.( No, make that a lot more. )
Keep making me break into those giggles i last knew when i was an awkward 12 yr old.
Keep watching through the rear view mirror as I cross the road and then keep making your car go full reverse so that the fat ass me doesn't have to walk. Yeah, maybe not that. Please don't allow me to get fat.
Most importantly, keep letting me have the last bite of every chocolate cake that we eat. You know how hard i try to save the first piece for you. (Cake has nothing to do with getting fat,by the way)
And, keep being you.
For if it were upon us to settle who exuded unfailing love; baby , I , for once, would graciously accept defeat.
Come, watch, as i simmer under your gaze.
For us humans,pieces of broken souls, this is a welcome change, i pray those icy words that ever so slightly escape my tongue have been lost in the blaze.
You nod in approval, i let slip a smile. A wave of hesitance washes over me. As the gleam in your eyes tells me that you refuse to mend your all forgiving ways, i know you've spoilt me, you've wrecked for me every single day that i'm going to live, as long as i live; oh you've ruined me for life.
The blood that flows in my veins screams selfish, and i know i could give you a worse deal, as i swing between a hundred different emotions with every passing tick of the clock. It's bad enough, this arrangement you've struck for yourself, settling for a mash of disturbed,unruly, shaky mess that I am.
So true to the same red blood i ask you to linger on some more, of course, only if you don't wish otherwise.( No, make that a lot more. )
Keep making me break into those giggles i last knew when i was an awkward 12 yr old.
Keep watching through the rear view mirror as I cross the road and then keep making your car go full reverse so that the fat ass me doesn't have to walk. Yeah, maybe not that. Please don't allow me to get fat.
Most importantly, keep letting me have the last bite of every chocolate cake that we eat. You know how hard i try to save the first piece for you. (Cake has nothing to do with getting fat,by the way)
And, keep being you.
For if it were upon us to settle who exuded unfailing love; baby , I , for once, would graciously accept defeat.
